hey guys - i am bummed about this weeked - obviously for more than one reason. things here are going as well as can be expected. knowing that my dad is not dealing with his awful sickness anymore does give me so much comfort. i just hope that i can make it thru this process without freaking out on my mom. she has been so difficult. i wish i could blame it on the situation, but unfortunatley it is just her being her usual self. i know that sounds so awful but it is nice to be able to vent a bit here. she keeps coming in here and won't leave me alone! other than that everything is going okay. i think all the "arrangements" have been made and the funeral is planned for fri. i am sure i will be back to do some more venting/complaining later - if that's okay!!!! later guys